Well the kids made it home okay. Steve so needed to see them. I do hope his oldest Son comes up with Payton soon.

Well we have set up the dogs to be boarded first week of September so we can go down for Paytons 6th Birthday. We are going to stay at my daughters tiny one bedroom apartment. That will keep us out of staying at another nasty crack hotel. This isn't saving us any money as boarding our dogs is so expensive.. But at least I will be able to cook meals at my daughters, Being Diabetic now we cant eat cheap fast food.

Am I looking forward to this trip? No.. No I am just not. Many of you know how trips to Florida just destabilizes me mentally and physically issues become ever worse.

2 Years ago I told my husband that I simply will not be gone from home more than 10 days.. Now that we are boarding the dogs we just can not stay longer than a week, So that actually is a plus.

I am grateful beyond belief that the NP was fine about my staying on Xanax. My T had emailed her and also spoke to her in person so I am sure that is why things are being left as is. Due to being Diabetic and having taken a gazillion psych meds over the years that all failed for some reason or another. I honestly do not have any options medication wise. So I am going to have to white knuckle my Bipolar life.

As expected my pain level is in a danger zone. I hope that somehow this hellish Fibro flare will be gone quickly but usually its weeks..

Please do not name names but a very missed person on here wanted me to tell everyone hello and she is hoping to get back on here soon. Its been a damn year !!! The whole situation is just plain awful... I have been in constant contact from day 1..

Well I have 6 eyeballs staring me down.. I'm 4 mins late feeding my fur babies ! They act starved... Spoiled Spoiled Spoiled..

Good thoughts, Hugs and Love to everyone