Yesterday was good. I met my friend for coffee and conversation. They helped me think about some things. Today has been a struggle, not because the day has been bad, but because it's not been good. Blah days are as tiring and bad days. On the plus side, I only have a month or so to outlive my dad in year count. On the down side, the universe has a month for it's diabolical plan to kill me, it will probably ratchet up it's deviousness.