I'm not well at all but the last thing I'd want to do is go to the hospital. I've got too much to worry about. Someone told me I have no worries. That's just wrong... since losing my dad I don't know how to handle anything. Siblings are not good... don't hear from my brother. I should just say oh well who cares after the way theyve always been with me. I really lost some scrupels is about all I can say, I didn't start hearing or seeing things but I started to feel unwell after someone I thought cared about me hurt me deeply. I'd like to go inpatient in a way but if I do I mess up everything for my sons and the plans I have.... there's not many options for my problems and I wish i could just sleep but I can't even do that. sorry for the pitiful post but I'm trying to not pity myself.