So much pain and bleeding tonight. I don’t get how insurance wouldn’t pay for this.

I only had one melatonin left. I took it 3 hours ago and then my Geodon 20 minutes ago. Maybe I’ll take one of my brothers 10mil melatonin. Just one though.

At least I didn’t mix benzos today. I did double up on my 2nd and 3rd Valium this afternoon.

Lately I’ve been taking a Valium between 8:30-10AM my 20mil Geodon at noon. And then my 2nd and 3rd Valium usually at 12 and 2PM. Unless I double up on them. Then I take my lamictal and propalnol around 2 and then my 160mil Geodon between 5:30 and 6PM. so I’m getting something every few hours.