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Originally Posted by Kelly68
I'm not well at all but the last thing I'd want to do is go to the hospital. I've got too much to worry about. Someone told me I have no worries. That's just wrong... since losing my dad I don't know how to handle anything. Siblings are not good... don't hear from my brother. I should just say oh well who cares after the way theyve always been with me. I really lost some scrupels is about all I can say, I didn't start hearing or seeing things but I started to feel unwell after someone I thought cared about me hurt me deeply. I'd like to go inpatient in a way but if I do I mess up everything for my sons and the plans I have.... there's not many options for my problems and I wish i could just sleep but I can't even do that. sorry for the pitiful post but I'm trying to not pity myself.
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Don't think about your post as being pitiful.. Sometimes just dumping all the stuff out of your head can be helpful, it is for me often.
I'm sorry you don't have support from family
I have never gone IP when its a good timing situation.. We all hit a crisis point when we do. I'm sure it would be upsetting to mess up plans with your sons but I'm certain they would rather have you getting help rather than suffer.
Be kind to yourself. I hope you are able to get some sleep
