Slightly off topic, and please forgive me if this is unwelcome, but I am a HUGE advocate for this type of work. I would possibly go so far as to say I hated my 'Little One' before I started therapy. With my T we made huge inroads into this and I am now able to see that small child. Feel for that small child. Care for that small child and love that small child even.

I wholeheartedly believe that through good therapy with the right person you can heal from those past wounds and you can come to a place of acceptance of those parts.

(My Teenage One on the other hand is a different story. Sadly we didn't get there with 'her')

I sincerely hope that you can find someone to continue this journey with.