So Sorry for what you're going through! Please Do not give up! i agree with the wise and wonderful TunedOut about waiting and just asking for more information. Hopefully they will tell you. i don't think you should be too worried though as i think they are generally just notes to help them remember certain things for your next sessions perhaps. Hugs. Please do update us if you want to if possible. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @katmc1, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!