My anxiety is kinda sucky but I did have a 20oz coke and a 20oz Mountain Dew. This morning I woke up at 3:40. I am tired of my music so I figured I’d turn on my TV. I watched an episode of Danger Force and then I watched half of an episode of Dance Moms. I didn’t know you could still watch that after what the dance teacher said last year. Then I got up at 5:30 because I wanted to completely shave my face and I knew it would take awhile. So I shaved and got out of the bathroom and shower at 6:18. I watched the Drag Race Allstars episode that dropped today. Then my mom and I went to Speedway to see if they had their exclusive Mountain Dew that just came out. I wasn’t expecting to find it but they had 2 full rows of it. I bought 3 since I’m trying not to buy a lot of regular soda and there’s more flavors of MD coming out in the next few months. Then I saw my doctor and yeah it’s just a blood blister. She scrapped at it and couldn’t get any blood out. She said there are a lot of layers. So she wants me to switch up my shoes but said it’s not a big deal. My mom and I stopped at Target and I bought a time release melatonin. The stuff I took last night wasn’t very good. But My brother in law had some of this stuff and it was the best melatonin I ever took. But I could never find it. My mom also wanted me to by some Dr. Scholls heel gel things for my shoes, and a pumice stone so I can try to get rid of the blister. I also found 3 packages of rice cakes. Finally. I got the last 1 of 2 kinds and there were only 2 left of the other kind. So I took one and left the other for someone else. Now I’m at home and I’m gonna call the hospital to see what I’ll owe up front and to see how to set up a payment plan.

So I can’t say things are going 100% good today because my anxiety is really tough. But I’d say I’m at about a 95% regarding the rest of my day.