I finally managed to get an appointment with a new therapist. It's a month from now, but that's OK. This time it's a male, which I'm totally fine with. I need someone to talk to ALONE. I've been seeing my psychiatrist with my husband in the room, each time. Perhaps even that will soon change. I hope.

I think Hubby and I truly need some time away from each other. At the very least, in separate rooms. We've been fighting lately. He always seems to be in distress. I've been working hard to support him and cheer him up, but it's gotten to be too much. I, myself, could use more support, yet I'm not getting any. He said something extremely infuriating yesterday. What he beeeches about me sounds a lot like what he criticizes his sister for doing to him. Like brother like sister. We have trips ahead of us and I already sort of dread them.

I do really need someone to talk to about these things. I can't talk to my sister-in-law about my husband. My sister, as much as I love her, is not the best confidant,especially since my b-i-l is always eavesdropping.