I see my Pdoc on the 16th. I thought it wasn’t until September. I’m just going to tell him to keep everything the same. I was hoping it would be in September because now I feel like I have to tell him I’m being switched to another therapist because the current one thinks I have an ED and isn’t qualified to work with me. But I’m being switched in September. After the appointment. I don’t want that to cause him to ask questions that could possibly lead to med changes that I don’t want or need. Also I need to tell him I’m getting a medically necessary hysterectomy in October and that will be awkward for personal reasons. He knows my old gynecologist who was an *** to me when I asked her about a hysterectomy.

Plus he always sets off feelings again about transference T when I am feeling stable about her. I’ve been stable about her for awhile.

But I don’t think rescheduling it is a good idea.