I recovered from my morning anxiety. Now I’m just in a foul mood overall. It’s the new variant. I think I have to go off the radar with social media again. It just pisses me off to see all the blatant, willing ignorance that floats around there, not necessarily about the virus but about pretty much every single thing that comes across my newsfeed. I hate how people feel it’s ok to say whatever they want, no matter how vile, just because they’re behind an anonymous screen. I felt better in the last two months when I wasn’t checking Facebook. It’s just too much for me.

Program is ending for me on august 16. I am happy and feel that I’ve done some really great work. Once I had the bipolar aspect under control I was really able to focus on the PTSD aspect. That’s something that’s going to take a very long time to work on but at least I see it now and can almost admit that it’s there and it’s real. Almost. And I think I’m finally getting somewhere with my disability claim. Hell I might have actual payment by the end of summer, about 4 months after I first went out! And this is private disability insurance, imagine if I had to deal with the state. I don’t think I’d ever get payment through the state with how backed up things are.

Now I have to contend with the water company who’s been charging me for this property and the property I no longer live at. When I called the person on the phone said I never called to close the account on the other property. FALSE. Why would I open a new service agreement on a new address without closing the other one at the same time? I can remember that I most definitely did make a request to close out the other house. This person is trying to argue saying I need a lease to show I moved out. What sense does that make? You have a lease to show you moved IN, not OUT. If I get another bill next quarter I’m going to take it upon myself to record the call. This water company is trash anyway, they are notorious for this type of disorganization, double charging people, not sending out bills and then sending late fees, claiming you never paid when you did…not to mention a century old pipe system that was until rather recently full of lead and often becomes a boil water situation to the point that they recommend not even getting water in your mouth in the shower!!! And they raised the tax on water so my bill almost doubled!