i lost my best friend today. her mother texted me and said: "do not call anymore until you make better choices with your life. your wrong choices affect your parents, leah(my bff) and my family. get better. god bless miss robin." i dont see any purpose in hanging on. we supported eachother. my sanity line and my support is now gone. i have no reason to be here any longer. except for my boyfriend who i want to hold me right now.