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Old Aug 07, 2021, 01:31 AM
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In November, I left grad school. In June, I left my job to join a different field away from master's degree. I'm being constantly reminded that I'm never good enough. And I'm angry, confused, and annoyed at every little detail of leaving....every insecurity is being pushed right in my face.

Worst of all, I'm single and my prospects are Zero. And I'm crying. I wonder if I ever had social skills. Or if I only had people who just dealt with me because they had no options. I'm supposedly with others tomorrow that are close to my age, yet most are 5 to 10 years older. And my mind is not present. It's on an exit strategy, just in case. I feel ruined. Those would be mentors drained every thing from me and left me with nothing but debt.

I am reminded that the professor had a death that same weekend, yet I was the one who left.... Life is awful. Where is the joy?? Or did it all leave?

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