So Sorry for what you're going through! Please Do not give up! Hugs. gambling can be an hard situation but i am happy that you're at least acknowledging and that you joined a group to (Hopefully) assist you with it. Perhaps it will take time but if you do your best i think you may be able to get out of this situation. Please do update us if you want if possible. You matter. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @TimTheEnchanter, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!