I had a dream last night about transference T. I emailed her and I said after 5.5 months things were still tough and I still really missed her.

Then I woke up and I didn’t want to email her anymore but I want to discuss my transference and feelings with my old T with my current T on Monday.

I’m not sure if this coming Monday is our last session or not. I think I may have one or 2 more until I’m switched over to the new one. But I’m sure she won’t just be like “hey, she is taking in new clients now and will see you next week.” I think or at least I hope we’d have a goodbye session.