So Sorry for what is going on! Please Do not give up! i agree with the wise and wonderful Britedark that such a reaction may be understandable at least and though hitting her back is a bit much it does seem like things aren't that easy between you two even based on other threads you posted around. i Hope you'll be able to talk about this with her at least. Stay Safe. Please do update us if possible if you want to. Love. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @black-roses, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!