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Old Aug 08, 2021, 02:40 PM
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Originally Posted by Mountaindewed View Post
I’m doing decently today. I’m a bit more anxious and moody then I have been this past week. I’m not sure why. I had a couple zero sugar Cokes and a mug of black tea but that’s often less then what I drink. I’ve been listening to my “It’s Just A Story” podcast most of the day. I went out earlier to the gas station and to pickup some breakfast. I have a few books in at the library but I’m waiting until more come in. I got mad at my mom last night. It wasn’t exactly bad roid rage (roid rage is a reaction to my injections. Often it shows itself in extreme anger and happens either the night before I get my shot, or a few hours after I get the shot) but last night I was basically just acting super entitled. But I apologized this morning and everything is fine today. She knows I need this surgery just as much as everyone else knows. Luckily I have the podcast and I have my books coming into the library and I see my therapist tomorrow. So hopefully things will go smoothly until my surgery.
I think it will go smoothly.

I'm glad you made up with your mom.

I had a shot of steroids once maybe 15 years ago and my brain almost instantly was like "I want to beat somebody up and have sex!" Thankfully, I only needed that one shot. I can't imagine what you're going through.
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