I really want to go back to work now. I feel like this is a good time to find a job with college kids going back to school. But my mom and probably others are saying it’s not a good idea to start any job and then have to leave a month or so later for 6 weeks. So the earliest I could go back to work would be like December. Which means almost 2 months of waiting until the surgery, then the surgery itself. Then 6 weeks of recovery. Which would put me in the middle of November. Then I’d have to find a job. Plus if I’m basing it off my last 2 surgeries in 2020, this past June, and also my wisdom teeth surgery in 2015 I’ll probably have some pretty bad post op depression along with my usual SAD.

But I just want to go back now. I have stuff to keep me entertained but I like working.