It's difficult to know what she would do for sure as she is her own person and may choose to unblock you... or not.
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I just don't see any point in any improvement attempts if I can't repair my friendship with her
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I hear how you find it difficult to move on without her. However, I believe that it is by working on ourselves (or being the best version of ourselves we can be) that we attract and/or have healthy relationships. She seems to fill a big gap in your life and that is a lot of pressure for a person (i.e. her) to shoulder. You started therapy, which is great. I would focus on that and on you first.
It is cliché but it is only by being able to be with/by ourselves first that we can then share ourselves with another, in a healthy (i.e.non-obsessive or dependent) way.