So Sorry for what you're going through also! Please Do not give up! Hugs. i agree with the wise and wonderful Rive. that it may be necessary to work on yourself even though i think i can understand how hard that may be if you're feeling so bad. But if something isn't working out then it means that something has to change in my opinion and starting from yourself may be a good solution i Hope at least. As for you apologizing feel free to do that but prepare yourself in case she does decide to keep you blocked also. i Hope you don't find this discouraging, i am just saying to be careful becase things may not work out the way you may prefer. Of course i Hope things will improve really soon between you two and for everyone. Please do update us if possible if you want to obviously. i apologize if this post wasn't really useful but i Hope that things will improve. Love and also HOPE. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @BermudaRectangle, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!