Last night my boyfriend was having a video chat with a couple of his friends to discuss a camping trip there taking next month and while they talked and we’re making lists about stuff they needed I got drunk and started feeling…needy…
I have tried to use my words and communicate how I feel or describe the sensation about a hundred time but I can’t, the best I can do is say that I got an urge and started walking around the house naked. And his friends saw me on the camera and now he’s pissed….I feel terrible, idk what to say to him or how to apologize enough, or to make him understand that I only wanted his attention and not his friends. I can’t stop crying and he’s been at his parents for the day hanging out or whatever. He sent me a txt saying he needs some space to relax and think about what happened, but I don’t want space and I really need him right now! Ik it’s selfish but I feel so terrible about it and I’m disgusted at myself and I just want him to forgive me.

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