Well things have certainly imploded in my life.

My sister passed away from lung cancer! She lives in Oregon so I didn't see her often. But I saw her on holidays and its just very, very sad. She had a really tough life like me. Lots of trauma and abuse.

So I'm dealing with that and its just been difficult.

My son comes twice a week now to visit. Its like a 45 min drive. I take him back but he takes the bus here. Well he is totally missing his morning meds. He just giggles all the time so I've decided he can't visit until he takes his morning meds. Hes hearing a lot of voices and we had an incident that I don't feel comfortable going into on here. But he needs to be taking all his meds for a week before he can come again.

My insurance changed on the 1st. It's a long story and my antidepressant is no longer covered. So I have an appointment with my psychiatrist on Wednesday. I'm going to have to go on a different antidepressant and I'm just worried about weight gain.

I've lost 13 lbs in 8 weeks! I'm so happy about that. It makes it easier to get around with my hurt back.

My cat tiger had some issues. Had to take him to the vet. Hes diabetic and has been on insulin for 9 years. He was having a reaction to the insulin. So the vet lowered it to 7 units instead of 9. He had to be evaluated all day on Thursday. He had a intestine infection so he gave him an antibiotic too. Its the shot one.

So I've been very busy lately. Tiger is much better! Thank God.

Hope everyone is doing well!