I’m doing ok today I guess. I woke up fine from all the meds I took last night. My depression and anxiety didn’t really get bad until an hour or so ago. I went to Dollar General today and I got a huge baking tray for my kinetic sand. I thought I’d only be able to fit one 2 pound bag but all 3 the bags fit. I also went to the library because I had some books on hold. I browsed the shelf’s with my mom and I got some non fiction books and a Stephen King book I haven’t read. My mom got the same book too and another newer SK book. So I’ve been reading today and I listened to my podcast earlier this morning. I’ve had like 5 sodas so I’m trying to drink water now. I ate today too but not a whole lot. I just now had a bowl of ramen. I haven’t heard back from either of the places I applied to but I know it could take awhile. I’m not really sure I want to work at the library. The stairs are scary and I almost fell down them 4 times. They all have these like raised bumps on each step right where you put your feet. It seems pretty dangerous. Plus the whole library just seemed weird to me. So I’m waiting to hear back from my old job. My manager put my status as re Hirable. So I’m just hoping things work out and they call. I don’t have a plan C. Basically it was the library or back to my old job. But if neither of them work out then I’ll wait until December or January and figure out another retail store I can work at. Things are always much calmer in the retail world after the holidays anyways.

I ordered some of those really good face masks the N75 ones or whatever they are called. I don’t want to take any chances this fall. I read online that the medical ones are only 40% effective but the ones I ordered really protect you.