I took my 20 mil melatonin at 3:30. Then I took my 20 mil Geodon at 4. I took the 160 a bit later. I was still up by 5:30. I think I fell asleep at 6. I was so tired from all the Geodon and the melatonin I couldn’t actually eat a legit dinner. I was too tired to make oatmeal. I didn’t want my mom to make it for me. So I just grabbed a pack of protein peanut butter cups and ate those. Then I fell asleep until 11. I took another couple melatonin’s and grabbed a can of diet caffeine free Mountain Dew I didn’t open. Then I fell back asleep until about 3. I watched the AGT my mom had recorded for my from last night. I finished it around 4:40.

So then I just hung out on my phone. I noticed some more of my books are in at the library. I started another episode of my podcast. About 10 minutes ago I made my bed and cleared off the ramen bowl from yesterday’s lunch.

I feel ok though both physically and mentally and I’ve felt fine all night. Well there’s that pain that is going to make my surgery medically necessary. That was going on and it was frustrating. But besides that I’m fine.