I am a complete S mess right now. I applied to my old job last night. I just got a call from them. The guy was super excited because I had expiernce and he also worked at another job I worked at. It was going great.

Then I told him about the surgery. And his tone darkened and he said “oh. Then that may be a problem. But come in anyways.”

Why the **** didn’t I listen to you guys or my mom? You were all so correct. I don’t know what to do now. I want to hurt myself right now.

Do I have any rights as a trans person? If I tell them it’s gender reassignment surgery can they refuse to hire me? I thought Biden made it so you couldn’t discriminate against trans people in the workplace.

But there was literally no other plan B besides working here.

But why didn’t I just wait like everyone besides my therapist told me to do? I feel like my therapist was wrong for telling me to go back to work now

What options do I have regarding this job? I want to OD on Valium so badly right now. I don’t feel safe with myself.