I have like 3 emails in a row to my therapist freaking out in all 3 of them. I don’t think I’m going to go on the interview. I just can’t emotionally mentally or physically handle it. I’ve been curled up in the same spot on my bed since I got off the phone.

I’ll figure out something next year. But this guy sounded like he had 2 different personalities once I told him I was having major surgery.

I saw another job on indeed before I moved that I thought would work out. With better hours and in the backroom like I’m used to and not on the sales floor

But man did I **** up so so badly.