I am really struggling.

My Fibro is just awful.. yesterday woke up in tears as my hands are just raging pain. Couldnt even hold my phone. As the day progressed I was able to do a small amount of typing.. Its also getting hard to take a deep breath due to the pain in my ribs.. Fibro effects the entire body.. This kind of hand and difficulty breathing due to pain ??? Ugh so not good, it leads me to a very dark place.

Steve has been not feeling well since his middle and youngest son left.. He did alot of running around with them, but hes still sleeping 12+ hours a day, Yesterday around 18 hours straight. He said he really doesnt have an specific feelings of illness. He says " he doesnt feel good" So I am on high alert.

Sleep ? Meh its not worth complaining about, its just my normal garbage.

This heat wave.. temps of 98+ and heat index 109+ is sucking the life out of me. I am going to burst into flames and will soon be just a pile of ash..

Is anyone else dealing with stores just plain being out of some item lately? My just grocery store the other days was sold out of so many meat items and canned goods. which typically has never been an issue. Today at Hellmart I needed to pick up a few items and they were out of both there brand Peanut butter and a cereal we like, No brand or store brand and lots of empty shelves. Even the TP aisle is looking slim.. Are people out buying stuff up in fear of another lock down?????

We have our trip to Florida mostly planned out.. We totally forgot that it will be Labor day weekend .. UGH !!!!!!!!!!! The traffic is going to be awful. I really wish we didn't have to go. But Steve will not miss another birthday of his granddaughter.

Anyway enough of my complaints, Never helps me to yak about them. It just is what it is... I hope everyone is doing well and hugs to anyone in need