I get the same reaction whenever I get a letter from CAMH (The psych hospital my pdoc works out of.) I immediately think that she's dropping me as a patient, I think it has a lot to do with abandonment and rejection I experienced as a child and have never fully worked through. So I don't think your reaction was unusual at all.
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