I started face to face again with my therapist a couple of months ago, after being online since March 2020 (we briefly tried face to face in a different place in September 2020 but I didn't like the distance between us).
So since I've resumed seeing him in the room, I'm struggling to feel as connected as I did on zoom. I find it harder to be candid, and he seems almost like a different person (he lost weight during lockdown which hasn't helped). I want to keep going face to face as we've resumed hugs, but I miss zoom T. We had a zoom session last night because I was unhappy with our face to face session and I just felt so much closer to him than I have in ages. I wish I could see him on zoom then just hug him at the end. Anyone else struggling with the readjustment?