Thanks Sky,
My therapist has not pushed it. But my college counselor and psych teacher really would like me to take them because I had a drop in grades. I feel the need to keep pushing regardless, though, yes at times it is very rough.

I just figure whats the difference, I am going to either struggle with side affects and having to change drugs etc, or I can just continue struggle with feeling down for awhile and hope to get through it.

It has been a few months but I do still work and go to school, it takes me a more time to complete assignments, so it is more work on my part.....but my brain is certainly capable of producing the lovely neurotransmitter serotonin on its own, I just picture it in a bit of a struggle now, since I am dealing with some heavy issues is counseling. My theory anyways

Hanging on