So Sorry this is happening! Please Do not give up! i don't have much experience with this so i don't have much to add i Believe. i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters that if you're a Spiritual person it may play a part as well maybe, like a sign from God or something similar. But of course your explaination can be really Valid also. If it happens frequently and/or it worries you it may be a Good idea to talk to your Pdoc and/or therapist about it. Please Do Stay Safe. Hugs. Love. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Discombobulated, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!