They called me today. A different lady. Said they wanted to reschedule the interview for tomorrow at 2. With the same snobbish guy who told me taking 6 weeks off might be an issue. When I woke up on Thursday morning I felt like I wasted a big opportunity. So I figured I’d just go in at 2 and talk to them but stress that this surgery is very important. But also say I really want the job, I was good at it, I worked at the company for a long time and I’m eager to work and I can start as soon as possible.

But I’m glad they called back. I honestly don’t know what set me off the deep end on Wednesday. Because now I feel pretty chilled about it all. Although waiting until 2 in the afternoon will be a nerve wracking nightmare of anticipatory anxiety.

But I’m excited now at this second chance. I have my clothes picked out. A pair of dark jeans and a long sleeve blue and white buttoned shirt and the best pair of shoes I own. High top blue Vans. I hope I’m not too under dressed but this is the best I have.