I'm so sorry. I haven't been on. Lots been going on. Looks like we'll be moving yet again. This time up to new England area. Unfortunately we have to try and wait until Miguel is out of school. This is not a long term solution but I need different medical care. The area will make my CP worse and my SzA worse as seasons have never been good for me. However dental, specialized housing, a full team of Drs (physical and psych) that share notes. May be really good for me. Plus I get to keep my shot. The downside is cold hurts me. Covid in my area is bad and it's scaring me. I want to move like NOW but can't Miguel has to finish school. I'm really all over the place. I want to get home to downside. My pdoc was suppose call and my phones not working. I'm so sick of being inside. My mom's worried because winter will trap me inside but I've been inside for so long. I need teeth, I need to be able to shower on my own. H won't always be around. I know longer know if I'm stable. I'm so confused I don't want to make the wrong decision. I don't know. I should know I always do bad extended time away. H is not well at all. I'd tell him to come up but he can't our car isn't good enough and he has to help my family until I get back.

I don't know what is going on with my apartment there been problem since I left.