My interview was 45 minutes ago. It lasted about 15 minutes. We talked about why I left the last place. The company polices at that particular store. It sounds like the store manager is a real ***** by the way he was talking about her. He was saying “she likes it done this way.” And she likes everything held to company standards” I was a complete stammering mess the whole time. I took a Valium right before I left and I felt ****ing high as a kite. I was having trouble answering some of his questions while answering others perfectly. I shook hands with him too!!! And he shook my hand and said “uh I guess we’re not supposed to shake hands.” Then he shook my hand at the end of the interview. I think so I wouldn’t feel embarrassed.

I didn’t mention that I am trans but he made some comment about being an accepting and diverse company. He mentioned the LGBTQ+ community. He saw that my status from my old job was re hirable. So I’m not sure if he had info that I was working as a female at my last job. I didn’t volunteer any info. If asked by management I will.

But he said I’m the only applicant they have received. So I guess with that fact and having worked with the company before I have a pretty? Good chance of getting the job. I’ll know tomorrow I think.

He brought up the surgery and said if I were to get hired they’d put me as a seasonal worker so I could get my surgery and then become permanent in January.

So idk. Besides the hand shaking and coming to an interview high on Valium I guess it went ok. One of the questions he asked me was what company policy I’d like to change. I had immediate brain fog and said “Um flexibility?” I have no idea if that question ****ed me over or not. Especially since he told me the store manager wants open availability on the weekend. I haven’t talked with anyone but my mom and my therapist in I don’t know how long. I was just very very nervous the whole time and I had brain fog from the Valium.

But I’m hoping for the best.