So Sorry things are being so hard! Please Do not give up! Hugs. i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters about suggesting couple counseling to your Wife if you haven't already. If she isn't willing to do that even, i am afraid there isn't much else you can do and i think seeking individual therapy may be a good, sage option. Do try your best as i think you can handle this also even though i think i can understand that things may be difficult. i Hope things will improve really soon for everyone. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Broken0197, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!