I really unserstand your feelings. I on occasion become envious of Ts job and life experiences. She has traveled a lot, done missionary work and appears to have a great marriage and great career. Over time I realized that she had her heart broken many times before meeting her husband so married later ans hat her one child at almoat 40 years old. I was a stay at he mom so could not afford the amazing vacations she has gone on. Somerimes she is envious of mt being a stay at home mom.