I’m really sorry about this, and I agree that you sound like a good friend. I’m kind of on the opposite side to you, in that I was the one who cut ties with my best friend, 8 months ago. It’s not something I did lightly, and sometimes I think about her and wish things could have been different, but I still think it was the right choice for me. I think we’d just come to a point where we couldn’t fix the issues we had within the friendship. I do regret the fact it hurt her, I’m not someone who enjoys hurting others even when it’s unavoidable.