So Sorry about what is going on! Please Do not give up! Hugs. i partly agree with the other wie and wonderful posters that this may be necessary as well if you have exhausted every other option already. Unfortunately i think it can be hard sometimes. i Hope things will improve really soon regardless of what decision you make. Please be Kind to yourself and others and do update us if possible if you want to. Also take care of yourself and others. Stay Safe. Do try your best. Love. Be kind. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @BorisTheAnimal, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!