
Hi Folks,
I'm new here...wrote a post in the intro.
Currently I'm looking for a new place to live and a job. Have to get a job first so I can apply for a new residence. To say the least, it's stressful as I have little income, no unemployment, no disability and used up my savings. I sometimes work temp jobs but the market's tight and employers are cutting back.
I'm a survivor of childhood sexual abuse, incest and rape. I've done a lot of healing, gotten over a number of phobias and panic attacks. But my current situation seems to be giving me dreams from my childhood. I guess all that abandonment stuff is coming up because I'm feeling trapped again, and it really messes up my day. A dream I had this morning has stayed with me all day and night. It wasn't exactly a nightmare, just like laying the groundwork of more to come. Could use a therapist but don't have the funds or insurance.
Glad I found this place.
Thanks for listening.
River2008
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"All of our children are prey. How do we raise them not to prey upon themselves and each other? And this is why we cannot be silent, because our silences will come to testify against us out of the mouths of our children."
Audre Lorde