So Sorry for what you've been through also! Please Do not give up! It seems like you've been through a lot based on what you wrote i believe. Sometimes that can affect our level of Empathy perhaps for better or worse even. please do try to be kind to yourself and others. i Hope things will improve really soon for everyone. Love. Stay Safe. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Aviza, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!