@Mountaindewed, I feel for you regarding your transference situation. Believe me that I have some understanding of it. I suppose what I'll say is that the email you sent will yield something. For that reason, don't regret sending it. No matter the response, or possible lack thereof.

I didn't mention this then, but I also relate to your recent job application situation. I did something quite like it, maybe six years ago. That was, in the end, likely for the best, too. Of course your application may yield something more/better than mine, but if not, again remember that such an action is an important expression of value. It's a form of communication. Communication is always better than a silence (or secrecy) that does more harm than good.

I might be wrong, but both your email to your old therapist and your recent job application seem quite related.