I had a virtual Pdoc appointment today. He was a bit crabby. I couldn’t tell if he was working from home and just had a strange backdrop of his office up in his house. I could hear kids. He’s usually not crabby. He’s arrogant sometimes but not in a rude way. He just wasn’t really reassuring the way he has been before. He didn’t exactly seem supportive of my hysterectomy, or going back to work. It was kinda confusing. But he’s continuing to prescribe my Valium. Which is all I need from him.

He said “I’m not going to tell you what to do.” And he doesn’t talk to me that way. I don’t know what’s going on. Hopefully it’s just him and no one else.