From what I understood, Sara is still there. She didn't leave you. She just wants you to take a deep breath and step forward, on your own. She just wants you to be brave, and you can do it mandy ;]
I talked to my friend online yesterday too. And I ended up crying. He told me some great things and gave me hope that I can do it, that I can surpass it, whatever it is. And the most important thing he said is, "I trust you."
I think Sarah trusts you, too ;] That's why she believed that by talking to you less, you can do it. She really didn't leave you. You can still be the same to her, text her, e-mail her. I'm sure she's still there ;] She won't leave you at a time like this, but instead she's helping you.
I just want you to know that. I hope you get it now...
<font color="purple">Clandestine</font>
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"It is an awful chaos; light and darkness, and mind and dust, and passions and pure thoughts, mixed and contending without end or order, all dormant or destructive." - Lord Byron
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