I’m doing pretty good today. I slept well last night. A bit interrupted but I wasn’t up for more then a minute or so at a time. This morning I got a pumpkin cold brew from Dunkin Donuts. I’m limiting myself to one coffee a week. Then I went to the gas station to buy various 20oz flavors of sodas that I like but that I don’t want entire cases of. Even though it’s less money. I’d rather have 5 bottles in my fridge that will take 3-4 days to drink then 5 cases in the garage that will take months to drink. My nephews came over shortly after we came back from the gas station. I’m glad I won’t be running out of my Valium and that I actually have extras now in case I need them. I haven’t heard back from my transference T. But I feel ok about her today. That’s why this whole thing with her is so annoying. Some days I’m fine. Some days I’m a mess. I haven’t heard back from my current therapist either but then I remembered last night that she’s not going to be in the office until Friday. Which is why she only had a Friday time slot open this week. So that’s why she has not emailed me. I also haven’t heard from my job. So I don’t know what’s going on. I’m hoping to get a call today. I was supposed to get a call yesterday or Sunday. I feel kind of disappointed but not devastated.

But today I’m doing pretty good. I finally got my federal tax refund after months of waiting for it. I put $100 away for the hotel for my trip in November. The rest will go towards the $130 for my meds that my doctor sent in yesterday, my $90 ER bill from a couple months ago, and the $65 worth of books I bought on Amazon the other night.

I was a bit worried about that ER bill since I got pain meds both orally and through an IV and then blood work and then a pretty intense cat scan. So $90 is a huge relief.