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Old Aug 17, 2021, 12:50 PM
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I talked with C for a while this morning as usual. I had coffee. I'm listening to the alugalug cat again- I have the track that plays for 10 hours going. I doubt I'll keep it on that long, but for now it's satisfying an itch. I made bacon and eggs for lunch. Yum! I haven't had bacon in quite some time. Probably not good for my blood pressure with all that salt, but I didn't put any seasoning on my eggs to make up for the saltiness of the bacon. It wasn't overly salty, it was normal bacon.

Waiting for pdoc or someone from clinical coverage to call me back. I called earlier and kept getting their voicemail after the girl at the front desk transferred me to them and I didn't leave a message the first two times I called. The third time, I resolved myself to having to leave a message and then someone answered! So I left my information with him and he said he would get with my pdoc and then get back to me. I do have my pdoc's direct number, but I reserve that for true emergencies. And so far, I haven't used it much. It's so tempting to just call it and get her on the other end, but that's not what you're supposed to do. Last night, I only took the 300's because that's what I'm guessing is my true dosage, but that 150 is sitting there in every evening dose of my night time meds in my blister packs so that's why I'm confused. Somebody made a mistake and it's either my pdoc or the pharmacy. I suspect that the pharmacy was not told to discontinue the 150's but that's a guess.

I can't stop listening to the alugaluga cat. I have a 10 hour loop playing! I'm obsessed!

I told N3 to make a dentist appointment and I'd take him but he's dragging his feet- N3 style. He's all go when it's something he WANTS to do- like taking his driver's test last week- but things like the dentist he doesn't seem to keen to call even though he told me he would. I gave him my availability and the rest is up to him. He's also waiting to sign the lease and for the link to show up in his email. I didn't sign the lease until closer to my move-in date, so I told him that. It's a lot of waiting- need to have patience. Feels like nobody is doing anything behind the scenes but they do eventually do it. Unlike my old place that was so disorganized and lost people's rent checks! Or cashed them for themselves- who knows. Not my problem any more but Noah wants to go into the office and you can't- I've never been in there. I have done everything over the phone.

Today is my dad's 74th birthday. I called to wish him happy birthday and surprise surprise he was with it and I could hear him clearly! Sometimes, he sounds like he's mumbling and/or not speaking into the microphone. Not today. We talked about my med mix up and he said he thought the 450 is wrong. Someone else told me that I should take the 450 until I hear back. I took the 450 once or twice but have mostly stuck to the 300. I don't think the 450 does me any more good than the 300. I'm tired with either one, but there is no increase in tiredness, just dry mouth. My mouth has been pretty dry. I've been drinking water. Biotine doesn't work. It DOES work but only for about 5 minutes then it's back to dry mouth. So that's it. Just waiting for a phone call back. It might not be until after 5- who knows?

I got up at 8:30 after my alarm went off since 8. I was pretty darned comfy! Now I'm up thinking that I should clean something. I've already done the dishes and minimally put away the rest of the groceries and my clean clothes. That would be good. And throw out these dead flowers that I got in the hospital. They are just past it now!
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