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Old Aug 17, 2021, 06:50 PM
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Originally Posted by BethRags View Post


I really feel for you, B_B. Seems especially stressful that you didn't know which day they're coming. I don't know if it's reassuring at all, but someone I knew who inspected apartments told me that what they're looking for is routine maintenance stuff...such as the furnace filter needing changing. He told me they are not looking at anyone's housekeeping and stuff like that that most people worry about.
Thank you, that's helpful to know. I keep my apartment clean and organized but I'm still super self-conscious about it, I always get paranoid that they'll come up with some random reason to suddenly kick me out. It's just paranoia I guess .
It might stem from growing up homeless with my mom. I guess I have some fear from childhood about not having a place to live and the all the anxiety it caused me
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