I'm not handling this stuff with h too well today, L. Going in with him today for the 2nd liver scan really brought my anxiety out. Mainly because he's been feeling really tired today, having little twinges in his liver area, and he keeps yelling at me for stupid reasons today. I know he's anxious about all of this too. And I'm trying to be understanding. I really am. But it's hard when he keeps yelling at me and keeps on eating **** he isn't supposed to be eating, and he refuses to check his blood sugar, I mean what the hell? I don't understand this and I don't know what to do. He's acting like a 5 year old again. I am almost starting to wish I had left him when I had that one golden ****ing opportunity to do so. I wish I could talk to you right now.