T-i suppose we need to discuss tomorrow where my brain went in the 24 hours until you wrote me back. I KNOW. It is an overreaction of sorts. I was planning on how at least I’ll see E on Friday if you did pass away. And how awful it would be for me to lose my T of 6 years suddenly. You can’t really take off work bc your T dies. You can’t go to their funeral. There will never be any sort of closure, i would just have to somehow keep living without my support. It’s unthinkable.