So, I'm very upset about my friend telling his mum things and very sad with my life. My friend choices are very questionable I've had enough I can't find anyone decent enough to be friends with because I lack confidence but I talk easily and effortlessly to losers. I really resent the hole I dug myself into and I don't know why I find it hard to talk to confident postive people but find it easy to talk to people complaining losers that chase after me like a dog. This whole fight between Ben and Jack is because of jealously they both want me. Jack said he wanted to bash Ben and I'm in the middle in disbelief because I told Ben many times I didn't want to be with him and this is why they fight? I thought he would have given up well anyway this situation is stupid and my mum thinks I should just tell them both to **** off and go to hell because honestly I'm sick of them both and I am starting to dislike Ben because he tells his mum everything I say and won't fix his own issues. I've been telling him for months to get his ear checked he doesn't that's not my problem. I just want someone that's a positive influence in my life not people with problems in the head like me, but when it comes to new friends and talking to people there's no confidence... How do I fix this fear of being judged by everyone?