I have a starting date now too. Ugh I’m sorry about those 3 crisis emails in a row. I can’t tell what’s making me more nervous right now. Anticipating the other emails from work coming in or the one from you. But I logged out of all my email accounts for tonight.

Transference T. I guess we’re done for sure. There’s still a small part thinking you’ll email me back. I always thought this was the week you went on vacation. But then why didn’t I get an out of office email. I just have to give up and I’m hoping if I throw myself into my job and get back into the routine I was in from November 2017- March 2020 I won’t focus on you anymore.

But I didn’t eat any mint aero bars or drink the tea today.